The bare-ness

he pain so hard to bare..

tthe tears so hard to spare..
the warm so hard to yearn..
.
the smile so hard to show..
the breathe so hard to take
. the eyes so hard to care..

the care so hard to forget..
the touch so hard to endure.
. the shoulder so hard to long for..
nd so hard to think..
the thou
the start so hard to substain.. the
eso hard to bare it all..
how hard it was before.. was on the same route before.. time will heal the scar but the time taken will be tough.. hang on there and u already did a good job lasting till now.. day by day the memories will falter.. and u will gain the strength back again..
my poem to you.. for i fel
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the above poem is a dictation to someone whom reminds me of what i gone thru..

so long that i had forgotten who i was..

how i use to be..

whom i really wish to be with..

what i wanted to become..

where i always go to find my serenity..

why i stay alive for..

which i can hardly remember myself..

when i finally realised now..

i had no road of forgiveness to myself..

im already on the route of no return..

the route so dark..

the route so treacherous..

i chose to escape from myself..

my true face which was kept away from the world..

no one had seen it..

other all saw my masks..

different masks for every day..

my true hobby which i cant do..

this pass year i went on a different planet..

with the same people..

i shown a new combination of attitudes..

the year of changeling..

i wish to be the truth..

but only when im alone..

im still searching or awaiting..

for the one to fully complete me..

take care everyone for i have lost enough..

and i dun wish to lose anything or anyone anymore..

lavender love.

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.lavender love.
the flower language of lavender is..
waiting for love.(:

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about myself

Anson
alias Axilver
new nick amilky
my maiden name Ansonia
Hello Kitty (frenz gave me this name after i tell her my chinese name intials)

Tai Xing < my childhood choice of name

Taurus
Part RP Student Part National Service
Part-Time Gamer

Loves:
Stars
Chocolates
Ladies not Gals
Beautiful Scenery
Sentimental Moments

Enjoys:
Chillin' wif frenz
Gaming of cs and dota
Thinkin' about this and that
Lamin' and crappin' wif frenz
Listenin' to good music and songs
Viewin' entertaining shows and movie

Hates:
Vegetables
People who dun appreciate
People who dun realise how fortunate they

Gaming Fossils

rave_anson1985@hotmail.com < Msn & Friendster
Rav3_Princ3@hotmail.com < Friendster & Hi5
http://anson-ahshen.blogspot.com < Old blog

Poem 1: ???
When the world moves too fast,
Stop by and watch the world go by,
.......... ( to be continued)

Poem 2: Star Love Who
Star so high
All so bright
Hard to grab
Cause ain't right
Time is ripe
Love by who

Wish List
You are enough
You are equivalent to the world
You are the world to me

lame me:
actually im a really open yet ethical person
im willing to listen provided ppl speak to me
ppl often dun speak to me abt me
hope ppl will help me to improve
by telling me how to change and improve
jux cant do things alone
im jux not very motivated by the idea that
by doing something my life will be better
coz i dun mind being a letdown
but not to the ppl ard me
worldpeace

Friends

Niche ! 34 Haji Lane ! Eileen and Jacky
*!* Niche *!*

My old blog
*Anson*

My ex colleague ++ half half
*JiaYing*

My MIS and Business Law classmate
*LiLi*

RP communication classmates
*Zero*
*AiNi*
*MeiYi*

RP Dota companions
*Matt*
*Ash*
*Yuva*
*Dilhan*
*Alfian*

RP E25B Qi Jie Mei
*Evelyn*
*Viory
*Serene*

RP E25B classmate
*Lena*

RP M Economics
*Syasya*

RP W65P Web MultiMedia classmate
*Vicky*
*Nicole*
*Melissa*
*WenQi*
*PeiYu*

Rp W34G Basic Science+Culture classmate
*KaiXiang*
*Ifah*
*HuiMin*

Rp W64B S.A.D. classmate
*Irene*
*Jessie*
*XueYing*

Rp W15P Computing and Mathe classmate
*Amanda*

RP Gaming.RP
*Jasper*
*Vivien*

RP RoSe
*Lazy*

Prestige
*Hime*

GCA colleague
*Cordelia*
*Derek*