.lavender love.
the flower language of lavender is..
waiting for love.(:
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about myself
Anson
alias Axilver
new nick amilky
my maiden name Ansonia
Hello Kitty (frenz gave me this name after i tell her my chinese name intials)
Tai Xing < my childhood choice of name
Taurus
Part RP Student Part National Service
Part-Time Gamer
Loves:
Stars
Chocolates
Ladies not Gals
Beautiful Scenery
Sentimental Moments
Enjoys:
Chillin' wif frenz
Gaming of cs and dota
Thinkin' about this and that
Lamin' and crappin' wif frenz
Listenin' to good music and songs
Viewin' entertaining shows and movie
Hates:
Vegetables
People who dun appreciate
People who dun realise how fortunate they
Gaming Fossils
rave_anson1985@hotmail.com < Msn & Friendster
Rav3_Princ3@hotmail.com < Friendster & Hi5
http://anson-ahshen.blogspot.com < Old blog
Poem 1: ???
When the world moves too fast,
Stop by and watch the world go by,
.......... ( to be continued)
Poem 2: Star Love Who
Star so high
All so bright
Hard to grab
Cause ain't right
Time is ripe
Love by who
Wish List
You are enough
You are equivalent to the world
You are the world to me
lame me:
actually im a really open yet ethical person
im willing to listen provided ppl speak to me
ppl often dun speak to me abt me
hope ppl will help me to improve
by telling me how to change and improve
jux cant do things alone
im jux not very motivated by the idea that
by doing something my life will be better
coz i dun mind being a letdown
but not to the ppl ard me
worldpeace
Anson
alias Axilver
new nick amilky
my maiden name Ansonia
Hello Kitty (frenz gave me this name after i tell her my chinese name intials)
Tai Xing < my childhood choice of name
Taurus
Part RP Student Part National Service
Part-Time Gamer
Loves:
Stars
Chocolates
Ladies not Gals
Beautiful Scenery
Sentimental Moments
Enjoys:
Chillin' wif frenz
Gaming of cs and dota
Thinkin' about this and that
Lamin' and crappin' wif frenz
Listenin' to good music and songs
Viewin' entertaining shows and movie
Hates:
Vegetables
People who dun appreciate
People who dun realise how fortunate they
Gaming Fossils
rave_anson1985@hotmail.com < Msn & Friendster
Rav3_Princ3@hotmail.com < Friendster & Hi5
http://anson-ahshen.blogspot.com < Old blog
Poem 1: ???
When the world moves too fast,
Stop by and watch the world go by,
.......... ( to be continued)
Poem 2: Star Love Who
Star so high
All so bright
Hard to grab
Cause ain't right
Time is ripe
Love by who
Wish List
You are enough
You are equivalent to the world
You are the world to me
lame me:
actually im a really open yet ethical person
im willing to listen provided ppl speak to me
ppl often dun speak to me abt me
hope ppl will help me to improve
by telling me how to change and improve
jux cant do things alone
im jux not very motivated by the idea that
by doing something my life will be better
coz i dun mind being a letdown
but not to the ppl ard me
worldpeace
Friends
Niche ! 34 Haji Lane ! Eileen and Jacky
*!* Niche *!*
My old blog
*Anson*
My ex colleague ++ half half
*JiaYing*
My MIS and Business Law classmate
*LiLi*
RP communication classmates
*Zero*
*AiNi*
*MeiYi*
RP Dota companions
*Matt*
*Ash*
*Yuva*
*Dilhan*
*Alfian*
RP E25B Qi Jie Mei
*Evelyn*
*Viory
*Serene*
RP E25B classmate
*Lena*
RP M Economics
*Syasya*
RP W65P Web MultiMedia classmate
*Vicky*
*Nicole*
*Melissa*
*WenQi*
*PeiYu*
Rp W34G Basic Science+Culture classmate
*KaiXiang*
*Ifah*
*HuiMin*
Rp W64B S.A.D. classmate
*Irene*
*Jessie*
*XueYing*
Rp W15P Computing and Mathe classmate
*Amanda*
RP Gaming.RP
*Jasper*
*Vivien*
RP RoSe
*Lazy*
Prestige
*Hime*
GCA colleague
*Cordelia*
*Derek*
Niche ! 34 Haji Lane ! Eileen and Jacky
*!* Niche *!*
My old blog
*Anson*
My ex colleague ++ half half
*JiaYing*
My MIS and Business Law classmate
*LiLi*
RP communication classmates
*Zero*
*AiNi*
*MeiYi*
RP Dota companions
*Matt*
*Ash*
*Yuva*
*Dilhan*
*Alfian*
RP E25B Qi Jie Mei
*Evelyn*
*Viory
*Serene*
RP E25B classmate
*Lena*
RP M Economics
*Syasya*
RP W65P Web MultiMedia classmate
*Vicky*
*Nicole*
*Melissa*
*WenQi*
*PeiYu*
Rp W34G Basic Science+Culture classmate
*KaiXiang*
*Ifah*
*HuiMin*
Rp W64B S.A.D. classmate
*Irene*
*Jessie*
*XueYing*
Rp W15P Computing and Mathe classmate
*Amanda*
RP Gaming.RP
*Jasper*
*Vivien*
RP RoSe
*Lazy*
Prestige
*Hime*
GCA colleague
*Cordelia*
*Derek*
Monday, April 14, 2008
I wish for one big tight slap on my cheek face to wake me up from this dream.
14th of april..
I got my 3rd IC..
I had lost it twice already..
1st time when I dropped my wallet..
I was damn tired and sleepy at that point of time..
2nd time was on the bus..
Which I tot my bro took it for me..
But yeah both of us didn’t..
Since Christmas last year..
New year plus valentine..
I had been thinking of asking my target out..
But I had only planned but proceed as supposed to..
Den at a common frenz chalet..
I found out she had a bf..
GG for me and a congratz to her..
I threw in the towel near mid of march..
Struggling the path which I had no one else to like..
But at my all glorious golden line of eye candy..
I had chosen no one..
All coz I dun like that life of a bastard..
But it seems to me that kind of life get to them all..
During these times till now..
I had enormous amount of thoughts and emotions..
On every single thing about me..
My family friends the ones I likes..
Monetary studies my status in this corrupted life..
My ups and downs will make anyone speechless..
My escape from reality lies in some places..
These are the areas which people cant reach..
When people cant arrived at the vicinity..
I’m all alone all again..
But I’m not surprised..
I had been solitary ever since I was able to choose..
Lonely is a close friend of mine..
My shadow is my twin who is always there for me..
Both of them was my buddy ever since then..
Exact one month and I will be older..
That day which I had spend two years by myself..
This year is no exception..
This is the punishment for myself..
The tormenting part is of that one celebration..
Which I fail to confess to her..
Regret is the only other thing I can remember..
This punishment will continue and last for a long time..
Which my friends dun noe and even if they knew..
All I had is their words of pity-ness..
I dun like pity and whatever kind of comfort..
But the thing is I know they care..
But what can they do to undo my disaster..
Nothing is possible..
Through these times..
I realized that I had changed a lot..
From someone of a good cause to a forlorn..
I had became from bad to worse..
I had been a unpredictable and weather-like person..
Which is hard to catch and contain..
I got my 3rd IC..
I had lost it twice already..
1st time when I dropped my wallet..
I was damn tired and sleepy at that point of time..
2nd time was on the bus..
Which I tot my bro took it for me..
But yeah both of us didn’t..
Since Christmas last year..
New year plus valentine..
I had been thinking of asking my target out..
But I had only planned but proceed as supposed to..
Den at a common frenz chalet..
I found out she had a bf..
GG for me and a congratz to her..
I threw in the towel near mid of march..
Struggling the path which I had no one else to like..
But at my all glorious golden line of eye candy..
I had chosen no one..
All coz I dun like that life of a bastard..
But it seems to me that kind of life get to them all..
During these times till now..
I had enormous amount of thoughts and emotions..
On every single thing about me..
My family friends the ones I likes..
Monetary studies my status in this corrupted life..
My ups and downs will make anyone speechless..
My escape from reality lies in some places..
These are the areas which people cant reach..
When people cant arrived at the vicinity..
I’m all alone all again..
But I’m not surprised..
I had been solitary ever since I was able to choose..
Lonely is a close friend of mine..
My shadow is my twin who is always there for me..
Both of them was my buddy ever since then..
Exact one month and I will be older..
That day which I had spend two years by myself..
This year is no exception..
This is the punishment for myself..
The tormenting part is of that one celebration..
Which I fail to confess to her..
Regret is the only other thing I can remember..
This punishment will continue and last for a long time..
Which my friends dun noe and even if they knew..
All I had is their words of pity-ness..
I dun like pity and whatever kind of comfort..
But the thing is I know they care..
But what can they do to undo my disaster..
Nothing is possible..
Through these times..
I realized that I had changed a lot..
From someone of a good cause to a forlorn..
I had became from bad to worse..
I had been a unpredictable and weather-like person..
Which is hard to catch and contain..
Its hard to find someone to watch the night sky with me..
yet say stars and moon gazing..
i miss those times which i can relaz and enjoy the full moon..
but i cant do it anymore..
but i cant do it anymore..
my life has gone to ruins..
I wish for one big tight slap on my cheek face to wake me up from this dream.
lavender love.
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