.lavender love.
the flower language of lavender is..
waiting for love.(:
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about myself
Anson
alias Axilver
new nick amilky
my maiden name Ansonia
Hello Kitty (frenz gave me this name after i tell her my chinese name intials)
Tai Xing < my childhood choice of name
Taurus
Part RP Student Part National Service
Part-Time Gamer
Loves:
Stars
Chocolates
Ladies not Gals
Beautiful Scenery
Sentimental Moments
Enjoys:
Chillin' wif frenz
Gaming of cs and dota
Thinkin' about this and that
Lamin' and crappin' wif frenz
Listenin' to good music and songs
Viewin' entertaining shows and movie
Hates:
Vegetables
People who dun appreciate
People who dun realise how fortunate they
Gaming Fossils
rave_anson1985@hotmail.com < Msn & Friendster
Rav3_Princ3@hotmail.com < Friendster & Hi5
http://anson-ahshen.blogspot.com < Old blog
Poem 1: ???
When the world moves too fast,
Stop by and watch the world go by,
.......... ( to be continued)
Poem 2: Star Love Who
Star so high
All so bright
Hard to grab
Cause ain't right
Time is ripe
Love by who
Wish List
You are enough
You are equivalent to the world
You are the world to me
lame me:
actually im a really open yet ethical person
im willing to listen provided ppl speak to me
ppl often dun speak to me abt me
hope ppl will help me to improve
by telling me how to change and improve
jux cant do things alone
im jux not very motivated by the idea that
by doing something my life will be better
coz i dun mind being a letdown
but not to the ppl ard me
worldpeace
Anson
alias Axilver
new nick amilky
my maiden name Ansonia
Hello Kitty (frenz gave me this name after i tell her my chinese name intials)
Tai Xing < my childhood choice of name
Taurus
Part RP Student Part National Service
Part-Time Gamer
Loves:
Stars
Chocolates
Ladies not Gals
Beautiful Scenery
Sentimental Moments
Enjoys:
Chillin' wif frenz
Gaming of cs and dota
Thinkin' about this and that
Lamin' and crappin' wif frenz
Listenin' to good music and songs
Viewin' entertaining shows and movie
Hates:
Vegetables
People who dun appreciate
People who dun realise how fortunate they
Gaming Fossils
rave_anson1985@hotmail.com < Msn & Friendster
Rav3_Princ3@hotmail.com < Friendster & Hi5
http://anson-ahshen.blogspot.com < Old blog
Poem 1: ???
When the world moves too fast,
Stop by and watch the world go by,
.......... ( to be continued)
Poem 2: Star Love Who
Star so high
All so bright
Hard to grab
Cause ain't right
Time is ripe
Love by who
Wish List
You are enough
You are equivalent to the world
You are the world to me
lame me:
actually im a really open yet ethical person
im willing to listen provided ppl speak to me
ppl often dun speak to me abt me
hope ppl will help me to improve
by telling me how to change and improve
jux cant do things alone
im jux not very motivated by the idea that
by doing something my life will be better
coz i dun mind being a letdown
but not to the ppl ard me
worldpeace
Friends
Niche ! 34 Haji Lane ! Eileen and Jacky
*!* Niche *!*
My old blog
*Anson*
My ex colleague ++ half half
*JiaYing*
My MIS and Business Law classmate
*LiLi*
RP communication classmates
*Zero*
*AiNi*
*MeiYi*
RP Dota companions
*Matt*
*Ash*
*Yuva*
*Dilhan*
*Alfian*
RP E25B Qi Jie Mei
*Evelyn*
*Viory
*Serene*
RP E25B classmate
*Lena*
RP M Economics
*Syasya*
RP W65P Web MultiMedia classmate
*Vicky*
*Nicole*
*Melissa*
*WenQi*
*PeiYu*
Rp W34G Basic Science+Culture classmate
*KaiXiang*
*Ifah*
*HuiMin*
Rp W64B S.A.D. classmate
*Irene*
*Jessie*
*XueYing*
Rp W15P Computing and Mathe classmate
*Amanda*
RP Gaming.RP
*Jasper*
*Vivien*
RP RoSe
*Lazy*
Prestige
*Hime*
GCA colleague
*Cordelia*
*Derek*
Niche ! 34 Haji Lane ! Eileen and Jacky
*!* Niche *!*
My old blog
*Anson*
My ex colleague ++ half half
*JiaYing*
My MIS and Business Law classmate
*LiLi*
RP communication classmates
*Zero*
*AiNi*
*MeiYi*
RP Dota companions
*Matt*
*Ash*
*Yuva*
*Dilhan*
*Alfian*
RP E25B Qi Jie Mei
*Evelyn*
*Viory
*Serene*
RP E25B classmate
*Lena*
RP M Economics
*Syasya*
RP W65P Web MultiMedia classmate
*Vicky*
*Nicole*
*Melissa*
*WenQi*
*PeiYu*
Rp W34G Basic Science+Culture classmate
*KaiXiang*
*Ifah*
*HuiMin*
Rp W64B S.A.D. classmate
*Irene*
*Jessie*
*XueYing*
Rp W15P Computing and Mathe classmate
*Amanda*
RP Gaming.RP
*Jasper*
*Vivien*
RP RoSe
*Lazy*
Prestige
*Hime*
GCA colleague
*Cordelia*
*Derek*
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Peace out.
As usual..
Whenever I’m alone..
I tend to emo a lot..
Plus listening to emo songs..
That doesn’t help at all..
Its just makes me wonder more..
Ever since a few years ago..
The feeling of sleeping on a bed..
Had been lost to me..
History first..
I gave up my bed to my bro..
As I was seldom at home..
Later on it was not..
Some lame domestic affairs..
Causes me to lost my bed..
Which I cant sleep on..
Even if I so wanted to..
Damn that inconsiderate arse..
Causes me to lost my bed..
My previous bed..
I had been sleeping on it..
For two decades..
Imagine my love to my bed..
After all I had been through..
Some times I feel that..
Life doesn’t makes sense at all..
It doesn’t matter who you are..
Or what you are..
Once in are in bad luck..
You are in seriously deep shit..
As I grew day by day..
The amount of countless cases..
What does this tells me..
I’m not trying hard enough..
Being someone who thinks a lot..
Just makes one ponder on life..
From a thoughtful person..
Help out whenever able to..
Listen to every single whining..
Changing totally different party..
A dire one..
One who is do sins..
One who brings misfortune..
To his very close ones..
Come to think of it..
Its always people around me..
Who gets bad luck..
My family..
My friends..
Am I a jinx..
Yet I received so much help..
Even when I try to woo..
Its always a problem..
Not with them..
But with me..
Or my hand phone..
It will go dead timingly..
What went wrong..
Totally out of no where..
Sometimes I cogitate..
After been through so much..
I had these thoughts..
“I want to get attached as much as I don’t wan to get into a relationship”
“I want to get to marry as much as I try to avoid it”
But one thing there is something I’m hundred percent sure.
My hatred for myself is growing immensely as every nanosecond goes by.
Whenever I’m alone..
I tend to emo a lot..
Plus listening to emo songs..
That doesn’t help at all..
Its just makes me wonder more..
Ever since a few years ago..
The feeling of sleeping on a bed..
Had been lost to me..
History first..
I gave up my bed to my bro..
As I was seldom at home..
Later on it was not..
Some lame domestic affairs..
Causes me to lost my bed..
Which I cant sleep on..
Even if I so wanted to..
Damn that inconsiderate arse..
Causes me to lost my bed..
My previous bed..
I had been sleeping on it..
For two decades..
Imagine my love to my bed..
After all I had been through..
Some times I feel that..
Life doesn’t makes sense at all..
It doesn’t matter who you are..
Or what you are..
Once in are in bad luck..
You are in seriously deep shit..
As I grew day by day..
The amount of countless cases..
What does this tells me..
I’m not trying hard enough..
Being someone who thinks a lot..
Just makes one ponder on life..
From a thoughtful person..
Help out whenever able to..
Listen to every single whining..
Changing totally different party..
A dire one..
One who is do sins..
One who brings misfortune..
To his very close ones..
Come to think of it..
Its always people around me..
Who gets bad luck..
My family..
My friends..
Am I a jinx..
Yet I received so much help..
Even when I try to woo..
Its always a problem..
Not with them..
But with me..
Or my hand phone..
It will go dead timingly..
What went wrong..
Totally out of no where..
Sometimes I cogitate..
After been through so much..
I had these thoughts..
“I want to get attached as much as I don’t wan to get into a relationship”
“I want to get to marry as much as I try to avoid it”
But one thing there is something I’m hundred percent sure.
My hatred for myself is growing immensely as every nanosecond goes by.
A new nick: antianson
Peace out.
lavender love.
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