.lavender love.
the flower language of lavender is..
waiting for love.(:

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about myself

Anson
alias Axilver
new nick amilky
my maiden name Ansonia
Hello Kitty (frenz gave me this name after i tell her my chinese name intials)

Tai Xing < my childhood choice of name

Taurus
Part RP Student Part National Service
Part-Time Gamer

Loves:
Stars
Chocolates
Ladies not Gals
Beautiful Scenery
Sentimental Moments

Enjoys:
Chillin' wif frenz
Gaming of cs and dota
Thinkin' about this and that
Lamin' and crappin' wif frenz
Listenin' to good music and songs
Viewin' entertaining shows and movie

Hates:
Vegetables
People who dun appreciate
People who dun realise how fortunate they

Gaming Fossils

rave_anson1985@hotmail.com < Msn & Friendster
Rav3_Princ3@hotmail.com < Friendster & Hi5
http://anson-ahshen.blogspot.com < Old blog

Poem 1: ???
When the world moves too fast,
Stop by and watch the world go by,
.......... ( to be continued)

Poem 2: Star Love Who
Star so high
All so bright
Hard to grab
Cause ain't right
Time is ripe
Love by who

Wish List
You are enough
You are equivalent to the world
You are the world to me

lame me:
actually im a really open yet ethical person
im willing to listen provided ppl speak to me
ppl often dun speak to me abt me
hope ppl will help me to improve
by telling me how to change and improve
jux cant do things alone
im jux not very motivated by the idea that
by doing something my life will be better
coz i dun mind being a letdown
but not to the ppl ard me
worldpeace

Friends

Niche ! 34 Haji Lane ! Eileen and Jacky
*!* Niche *!*

My old blog
*Anson*

My ex colleague ++ half half
*JiaYing*

My MIS and Business Law classmate
*LiLi*

RP communication classmates
*Zero*
*AiNi*
*MeiYi*

RP Dota companions
*Matt*
*Ash*
*Yuva*
*Dilhan*
*Alfian*

RP E25B Qi Jie Mei
*Evelyn*
*Viory
*Serene*

RP E25B classmate
*Lena*

RP M Economics
*Syasya*

RP W65P Web MultiMedia classmate
*Vicky*
*Nicole*
*Melissa*
*WenQi*
*PeiYu*

Rp W34G Basic Science+Culture classmate
*KaiXiang*
*Ifah*
*HuiMin*

Rp W64B S.A.D. classmate
*Irene*
*Jessie*
*XueYing*

Rp W15P Computing and Mathe classmate
*Amanda*

RP Gaming.RP
*Jasper*
*Vivien*

RP RoSe
*Lazy*

Prestige
*Hime*

GCA colleague
*Cordelia*
*Derek*

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Today woke up at dilhan house..

Came to school at noon..

Joined ck and frenz in lib..

Ate lunch at w4..

Saw both my frenz..

Who are an item now..

I feel happy for them..

I felt emo again..

For my failure..

Indecisiveness..

Cowardice..

Played a 5v5 game..

Won both..

Which i tot was losing..

1st game 1 guy dc-ed..

2nd game weird heros..

Won..

End of story..

Felt really weak at ard 9pm..

I rmb this feeling before..

It had been a long time..

The other time was years ago..

And i was super duper tired..

After a month of work and study..

A week of less than 24 hours slp..

During that moment..

I really felt like dying..

Which i really want to..

I felt so weak and unwanted..

The feeling of unable to do anytin..

The kind of feeling which..

I love and hate also..

I just want to die..

Some one kill me please..

I mean in real life..

Im starting to feel the distance..

Between me and alot of my frenz..

You know who you are..

I know im not a good frenz..

I just hope to be everyones..

But guess i killed myself..

I murdered me..

I commit homicide..

lavender love.

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