today is like the 1st time i walked out from my group in my entire RP history..
looking back at the days i had been in RP..
i totally sux-ed..
i had hardly a proper life in RP..
yet say livehood..
i miss the time where i can have my moment with the moon..
its a time whereby i love it as much as i love myself..
its the only time the stars speak to me..
its a time when clouds make a statement to the latter that hes the boss..
especially when he red..
some times i look at them and i miss them..
i love the moon when her mouth is full..
she look so beautiful when she had a round face..
and her best frenz in the sky..
they look like diamonds in the nite sky..
socialising wif them are the best..
they show nothing..
i used to like to chat wif my bean bean wif them..
i tnk they like us tgt too..
but it didnt last..
and they had help me since..
spenting time wif me at least a couple of times a week..
even through we can hardly hear each other..
we are the best of best frenz we could even had..
living out there mux be cold..
hope i heat tins up..
living in here isnt that warm as well..
u get a lot of fake fronts..
true felt hearty peopel arent all welcome anymore..
coz of technology and abuse..
we forgot what is simplicity tolerance..
or yet better to describe us is..
deliberately didnt dedicate dampening damage..
plus we deny the previous 5Ds..
that makes it 6Ds..
all of us had been very forunate..
even in different level of it..
we just dont appreciate it much..
that the way life is..
all of us live off the previously generations..
its been for thousands and thouands of years since we been doing this..
it became a tradition a culture a method a way of life..
its an excuse for not doing for other already..
we have to see someone who is really in need in order to help..
but we tend not to do anything if there isnt a need to..
we all tend to find comfort and security..
only when we fear and emotionally down..
relations to one another are like links..
but that isnt enough to make everyone close..
be it relatives family spouse friends children..
we have forgotten how to love unless we really feel it..
or reach a point of crisis..
love isnt something that can be developed..
its all created when u and that person had an affinity..
so seeing each other down the road is the latter as well..
there is overpopulation almost everywhere..
but a world war will end it all..
and someone predicted world war 4 is all about throwing stones around..
think deep about it..
its not all senseless conclusion..
creating something which is convenience..
but yet harmful to us is okay..
how many of creations by man is really meant to help us..
i would say creations of fire..
it is the 1st and best creations man has even created..
even fire has its harmfulness toward us..
its a double edge sword..
i tnk all object are the same nature..
humans are the same as well..
all these happen to everyone..
life is balance and is fair..
yet it also is about patience and being rationale..
my level isnt there yet..
hope i can be clear as crystal..
and glitter like a star..
glow like the moon..
shine like the sun..
i hope being i desires..
save the last dance,
anson!a