27th may, Sunday night..

was surprise by visit of nat alex and edric..

i was rushing to finish My Boss, My Hero..

its a damn nice jap drama..

its going into my list of best of jap dramas for sure..

we chat and discuss abt my bad points..

and i end it with R.i.P which i ned to change..

Responsiblity..

indecisiveness..

Punctuality..

tnk alot of my frenz will agree to all this..

i den intend to say excuses..

afterall excuses are excuses..

and no use deny-ing..

I had been a nothing and no life..

I hope to change..

guess it takes some soul to do it..

the soul and the courage in the heart..

I was so lucky to meet all the friends i had..

the kind crazy close and very one of them..

im in debt to all..

my gratitude towards them is far..

making changes abt me..

making me feel good..

in time of despair and desolation..

i had my lonely days..

throught i love them..

i enjoy company..

i noe myself..

but it hard to feel..

***

back to reality..

had just submitted my PP proposal on tue..

a module which i dragged a long time..

but i managed to finish the proposal in 5mins..

its was a brief and short one..

my 10 steps in completing PP..

btw PP equals Professional Profiling..

this week i had tried to make myself early..

tnk im making some progress..

woke up after the dawn..

had a UT on tue as well..

it hit me hard..

i had always been the kind of student..

whereby i listen i learn..

but if i didnt come to sch..

i learn nutin..

and with this i tnk i gonna flunk the UT..

shit man..

Friday went to sch..

its was one of my fav things i like to do..

photography..

i like the pics raw if they are that good..

some effects will spice the heat..

i always like it but didnt had the opportunity..

went to the OSG FOP appreciation lunch..

seen a lot of familiar faces..

all who made it happened..

the cast the sai gung warriors..

i love that officials tshirts..

its simple and nice..

took some nice nice pics..

presented and it was kind of uncool to present in ppt..

anyway we are focusing on the pics..

went for OCC tea session after class..

which could be the last apperance of me as SU..

im gonna be out of events for some time..

went to nat's place for the weekend..

had received some invitation back to gaming in cs..

should i train back to a pro..

i wasted and received shits to get pro..

wat should i do..

the dota trialing i went was out of my league i guess..

haiz..

gaming..

life..

work..

study..

frenz..

family..

when i ever get peace..

do i nid exilation..

world peace..

lavender love.

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.lavender love.
the flower language of lavender is..
waiting for love.(:

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about myself

Anson
alias Axilver
new nick amilky
my maiden name Ansonia
Hello Kitty (frenz gave me this name after i tell her my chinese name intials)

Tai Xing < my childhood choice of name

Taurus
Part RP Student Part National Service
Part-Time Gamer

Loves:
Stars
Chocolates
Ladies not Gals
Beautiful Scenery
Sentimental Moments

Enjoys:
Chillin' wif frenz
Gaming of cs and dota
Thinkin' about this and that
Lamin' and crappin' wif frenz
Listenin' to good music and songs
Viewin' entertaining shows and movie

Hates:
Vegetables
People who dun appreciate
People who dun realise how fortunate they

Gaming Fossils

rave_anson1985@hotmail.com < Msn & Friendster
Rav3_Princ3@hotmail.com < Friendster & Hi5
http://anson-ahshen.blogspot.com < Old blog

Poem 1: ???
When the world moves too fast,
Stop by and watch the world go by,
.......... ( to be continued)

Poem 2: Star Love Who
Star so high
All so bright
Hard to grab
Cause ain't right
Time is ripe
Love by who

Wish List
You are enough
You are equivalent to the world
You are the world to me

lame me:
actually im a really open yet ethical person
im willing to listen provided ppl speak to me
ppl often dun speak to me abt me
hope ppl will help me to improve
by telling me how to change and improve
jux cant do things alone
im jux not very motivated by the idea that
by doing something my life will be better
coz i dun mind being a letdown
but not to the ppl ard me
worldpeace

Friends

Niche ! 34 Haji Lane ! Eileen and Jacky
*!* Niche *!*

My old blog
*Anson*

My ex colleague ++ half half
*JiaYing*

My MIS and Business Law classmate
*LiLi*

RP communication classmates
*Zero*
*AiNi*
*MeiYi*

RP Dota companions
*Matt*
*Ash*
*Yuva*
*Dilhan*
*Alfian*

RP E25B Qi Jie Mei
*Evelyn*
*Viory
*Serene*

RP E25B classmate
*Lena*

RP M Economics
*Syasya*

RP W65P Web MultiMedia classmate
*Vicky*
*Nicole*
*Melissa*
*WenQi*
*PeiYu*

Rp W34G Basic Science+Culture classmate
*KaiXiang*
*Ifah*
*HuiMin*

Rp W64B S.A.D. classmate
*Irene*
*Jessie*
*XueYing*

Rp W15P Computing and Mathe classmate
*Amanda*

RP Gaming.RP
*Jasper*
*Vivien*

RP RoSe
*Lazy*

Prestige
*Hime*

GCA colleague
*Cordelia*
*Derek*