.lavender love.
the flower language of lavender is..
waiting for love.(:
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about myself
Anson
alias Axilver
new nick amilky
my maiden name Ansonia
Hello Kitty (frenz gave me this name after i tell her my chinese name intials)
Tai Xing < my childhood choice of name
Taurus
Part RP Student Part National Service
Part-Time Gamer
Loves:
Stars
Chocolates
Ladies not Gals
Beautiful Scenery
Sentimental Moments
Enjoys:
Chillin' wif frenz
Gaming of cs and dota
Thinkin' about this and that
Lamin' and crappin' wif frenz
Listenin' to good music and songs
Viewin' entertaining shows and movie
Hates:
Vegetables
People who dun appreciate
People who dun realise how fortunate they
Gaming Fossils
rave_anson1985@hotmail.com < Msn & Friendster
Rav3_Princ3@hotmail.com < Friendster & Hi5
http://anson-ahshen.blogspot.com < Old blog
Poem 1: ???
When the world moves too fast,
Stop by and watch the world go by,
.......... ( to be continued)
Poem 2: Star Love Who
Star so high
All so bright
Hard to grab
Cause ain't right
Time is ripe
Love by who
Wish List
You are enough
You are equivalent to the world
You are the world to me
lame me:
actually im a really open yet ethical person
im willing to listen provided ppl speak to me
ppl often dun speak to me abt me
hope ppl will help me to improve
by telling me how to change and improve
jux cant do things alone
im jux not very motivated by the idea that
by doing something my life will be better
coz i dun mind being a letdown
but not to the ppl ard me
worldpeace
Anson
alias Axilver
new nick amilky
my maiden name Ansonia
Hello Kitty (frenz gave me this name after i tell her my chinese name intials)
Tai Xing < my childhood choice of name
Taurus
Part RP Student Part National Service
Part-Time Gamer
Loves:
Stars
Chocolates
Ladies not Gals
Beautiful Scenery
Sentimental Moments
Enjoys:
Chillin' wif frenz
Gaming of cs and dota
Thinkin' about this and that
Lamin' and crappin' wif frenz
Listenin' to good music and songs
Viewin' entertaining shows and movie
Hates:
Vegetables
People who dun appreciate
People who dun realise how fortunate they
Gaming Fossils
rave_anson1985@hotmail.com < Msn & Friendster
Rav3_Princ3@hotmail.com < Friendster & Hi5
http://anson-ahshen.blogspot.com < Old blog
Poem 1: ???
When the world moves too fast,
Stop by and watch the world go by,
.......... ( to be continued)
Poem 2: Star Love Who
Star so high
All so bright
Hard to grab
Cause ain't right
Time is ripe
Love by who
Wish List
You are enough
You are equivalent to the world
You are the world to me
lame me:
actually im a really open yet ethical person
im willing to listen provided ppl speak to me
ppl often dun speak to me abt me
hope ppl will help me to improve
by telling me how to change and improve
jux cant do things alone
im jux not very motivated by the idea that
by doing something my life will be better
coz i dun mind being a letdown
but not to the ppl ard me
worldpeace
Friends
Niche ! 34 Haji Lane ! Eileen and Jacky
*!* Niche *!*
My old blog
*Anson*
My ex colleague ++ half half
*JiaYing*
My MIS and Business Law classmate
*LiLi*
RP communication classmates
*Zero*
*AiNi*
*MeiYi*
RP Dota companions
*Matt*
*Ash*
*Yuva*
*Dilhan*
*Alfian*
RP E25B Qi Jie Mei
*Evelyn*
*Viory
*Serene*
RP E25B classmate
*Lena*
RP M Economics
*Syasya*
RP W65P Web MultiMedia classmate
*Vicky*
*Nicole*
*Melissa*
*WenQi*
*PeiYu*
Rp W34G Basic Science+Culture classmate
*KaiXiang*
*Ifah*
*HuiMin*
Rp W64B S.A.D. classmate
*Irene*
*Jessie*
*XueYing*
Rp W15P Computing and Mathe classmate
*Amanda*
RP Gaming.RP
*Jasper*
*Vivien*
RP RoSe
*Lazy*
Prestige
*Hime*
GCA colleague
*Cordelia*
*Derek*
Niche ! 34 Haji Lane ! Eileen and Jacky
*!* Niche *!*
My old blog
*Anson*
My ex colleague ++ half half
*JiaYing*
My MIS and Business Law classmate
*LiLi*
RP communication classmates
*Zero*
*AiNi*
*MeiYi*
RP Dota companions
*Matt*
*Ash*
*Yuva*
*Dilhan*
*Alfian*
RP E25B Qi Jie Mei
*Evelyn*
*Viory
*Serene*
RP E25B classmate
*Lena*
RP M Economics
*Syasya*
RP W65P Web MultiMedia classmate
*Vicky*
*Nicole*
*Melissa*
*WenQi*
*PeiYu*
Rp W34G Basic Science+Culture classmate
*KaiXiang*
*Ifah*
*HuiMin*
Rp W64B S.A.D. classmate
*Irene*
*Jessie*
*XueYing*
Rp W15P Computing and Mathe classmate
*Amanda*
RP Gaming.RP
*Jasper*
*Vivien*
RP RoSe
*Lazy*
Prestige
*Hime*
GCA colleague
*Cordelia*
*Derek*
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Don't noe why.
The thoughts of bad things come to my mind whenever im at home slacking, not playing game but really slacking doing nothing but just watching television.
The bad thoughts are suicide, the embrassed moments of my life, the things that i had done wrongly.
That's not all, I tend to think of the future too. And how my parents will react if I died, they will be the most sadded, I knew that they love me the most, even more then they love my blood brothers because in my life they had cared and concern on me that we quarrel a lot as I had a temper liked my father and a rebel liked my mother.
It all just adds up the spice when I think of my current life, no life, no prospect, no money, no luck, no gf, no nothing.
I know that this is all crazy shit.
And I don't know why it happen mostly when I'm at home.
What has got into me.
Sometimes, I wish I could be alone and doing nothing and live for no cause. But time catches up and wake me in the middle of the solute and carry me to the world of complexity and if this ain't enough, it provides a roller coaster ride with a twist to your life.
Think about it, why, what, whom do we lived for and/or continued to live for.
This question above was brought up in my mind since I was primary4 and I had yet to find an answer to it.
Any help? please?
Singing off,
anson fading away
The thoughts of bad things come to my mind whenever im at home slacking, not playing game but really slacking doing nothing but just watching television.
The bad thoughts are suicide, the embrassed moments of my life, the things that i had done wrongly.
That's not all, I tend to think of the future too. And how my parents will react if I died, they will be the most sadded, I knew that they love me the most, even more then they love my blood brothers because in my life they had cared and concern on me that we quarrel a lot as I had a temper liked my father and a rebel liked my mother.
It all just adds up the spice when I think of my current life, no life, no prospect, no money, no luck, no gf, no nothing.
I know that this is all crazy shit.
And I don't know why it happen mostly when I'm at home.
What has got into me.
Sometimes, I wish I could be alone and doing nothing and live for no cause. But time catches up and wake me in the middle of the solute and carry me to the world of complexity and if this ain't enough, it provides a roller coaster ride with a twist to your life.
Think about it, why, what, whom do we lived for and/or continued to live for.
This question above was brought up in my mind since I was primary4 and I had yet to find an answer to it.
Any help? please?
Singing off,
anson fading away
lavender love.
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